I said while looking in the mirror. It wasn't about the heckle deckle way i looked. It was more a state of affairs. just thinking on the last few months i feel so lucky and at the same time I am longing for some stability. Geez and my fantasy life is running rampant. OMG i cant believe some of the things I have been thinking HAHA
geez well nvm those thoughts have been replaced by impending doomness of money troubles and how to start a drug cartel and not to mention countless attempts to clean my rooom have failed and left me worrying about my energy level and what it might mean if after attempting to do this for 4 days failing if something is going on with my body that i might worry about, like perhaps hypochondria. AHHHH i feel so whack lately. I want to ignore eeryone fall of the face of the earth and just be alone for a while. truly alone like that Incubus song that no one listens to anymore. thats what i mean that song is so alone because no one listens to it. Opportunity keeps knocking at my door, unless it's the chinese delivery guy i am not opening it. I am hungry and in no mood for narcissistic topics of conversation, lets talk about the weather, it snowed yesterday. I know right coldest day of the year whats next? i dont know, i eat the spring roll first or last but never in the middle.
im going to go get a coffee. I think something happened where i need one.crash and burn.
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