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Made some dope jewels...pictures soon. i got to finish

right now there is a film being shot at my apartment. not the first time, i know weird. cool. but well interrupting.

Tomorrow i go up to Purchase it TA for Phil's stone carving class. it will be nice to be there again in a different way. it will be nice to kind of see it from a different perspective. and to be quite honest well, i cant wait to re-up on my favorite Tuna sandwich, dont judge i cant hep it. the mercury went to my brain. DRIZZY.


i guess I will make an etsy for the jewls instead of another blog... i have like a million of these blogs already. this is the most updated one because I love to write.

also i think i spelled jewels wrong up above. NOT GONNA FIX IT MY BLOG YOU CANT TELL ME WHAT TO DO. CUZ NOBODY READS THIS> ADMIT IT>

BLOGGER STATS TELL ME THOUGH> YOU GUYS< WHOEVER YOU ARE< I KNOW YOU READ THIS> YOU THINK IM CRAZYalso who the fuck in the Ukraine is reading this? why? did you like it? why not?


work was work work work cake cake cake cake.........ahhh too much hip hop. misogynistic music gets my grind going it's fucking weird. i get all like internally conflicted when I hear " fuck 2 bad bitches at the same damn time." but the beat is so hoppin' i cant help im like yeah im gonna fuck 2 bad bitches too. what suck it hoe OH OH OH YEAHHHHHH. then like people see me dance and i blush and laugh and well. it's just weird. its a thinga Rebeca thing. but i did grow up with hip hop. so i love it. i understand it and sometimes i feel it is social commentary which reflects the attitudes of our culture and the backlash of this market driven society on people which become commodity driven to a point where everything and everyone is an object that they can use and discard.......so i listen and think yep thats what teenagers in georgia are learning and thinking. or this is what the kids i teach in the lower east side are taking in every day. this is how they think and this is why they have $200.00 jordans and cant do long division. and it all makes sense and it is all good music, it sounds good and the rappers the things they sing about seem good to them. it is all still pretty complicated to me. it is not a light subject. i hate it though when people go straight to the hate angle just cuz they hate violence n shit. fuck that, it's music, it reflects the world and our society. learn.

now JAZZ on the other hand SUCKS. ok ok fine i like the ella, and the etta, and that guy ....i like jazz with words and fast paces. ton of trumpets ALLL DAY. but a sax solo and a bass player make me want to tear my eyes out with a serrated knife. you stick me, and slow jazz in a room and someones gonna die. it's like those kids that play violent video games and stab people that's what would happen to me. .

ok i think i umm wrote enough gibberish for one night. YOU DON'T READ THIS STOP LYING>

thanks,

~beca