JUST A FRIEND
A song a thought about today
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Monday, June 21, 2010
one of my favorite movies
click below to watch:LOVE ME IF YOU DARE
"Jeux d'enfants ('Child's play') or 'Love me if you dare' is a love story born of a game of truth or dare gone out of control."
Monday, February 22, 2010
some stuff I like for some reasons
seeing a baloon upside down is interesting because it is just an uncommon sight.Monday, September 7, 2009
Sunday, August 23, 2009
words to live by
ALWAYS LOVE.
this is the title of a Nada surf song that i like. sweet message. "always love, hate will get you every time" I guess hating is not a good thing, but always loving seems like a way vulnerable state. Of course, i guess loving doesn't mean you have to be stupid. Learning curves can be steep though. Someday, hopefully soon, my heart will catch up with my head. other Dan told me that. I call him other Dan because real Dan is my best friend.
I think it is imperative that one put ones heart into whatever one might do. otherwise, what is the point? i think it would just be a big waste to do something without heart. Although maybe I am wrong. putting ones heart into everything could get exhausting. But when I am in the studio it makes everything else i do so much better, even the way I socialize. I just get a nice case of the happies more often. I'm not a particularly hateful person, but i have felt at times that this is annoying. Sometimes I have really just wanted to hate people that werent necessarily good for me just so that I could get away from icky situations.
on occasion though people have gotten "the best" of me. Sometimes it can be kinda of a release to just hate something. hypothetically: lets say a boyfriend and a best friend were doing it behind ones back. I'm totally not against destroying something valuable of either one of theirs. From there i would just let judge Judy handle it. in reality if my best friend Dan were making out withe my boyfriend I would mostly feel really stupid for not being able to tell that either of them were gay. People can go too far though. I have been a witness to this. Being manipulative and hurting people for your own personal gain is a true character marker of someone who should be avoided. I like to believe that people can change but when I see people expressing that kind of behavior I would rather not witness their transformation into real human beings.
It is good to be smart with ones heart. I have had some friendships that weren't all that beneficial to me; which have taught me to be a stronger person. I really value people and their company and I also like to think I am valued. It is important to realize that people grow at different rates and friendships will change over time. heart and soul should be put into everything, life is too fleeting to be half-assed.
Unless, you're a serial killer and you love killing. you probably should just turn yourself into the cops in that case. I just don't think killing innocent people really helps anyone. Unless you kill rapists or people that don't like me (fuck them, umm, i mean, i love them).
damn I digressed A LOT.
i guess that means INS AND OUTS:
IN: putting love into life
OUT: hating, seriously it just makes you feel angry, frown lines, not cute!
stop drinking that hatorade and get yourself a nice bottle of love potion number nine
this is the title of a Nada surf song that i like. sweet message. "always love, hate will get you every time" I guess hating is not a good thing, but always loving seems like a way vulnerable state. Of course, i guess loving doesn't mean you have to be stupid. Learning curves can be steep though. Someday, hopefully soon, my heart will catch up with my head. other Dan told me that. I call him other Dan because real Dan is my best friend.
I think it is imperative that one put ones heart into whatever one might do. otherwise, what is the point? i think it would just be a big waste to do something without heart. Although maybe I am wrong. putting ones heart into everything could get exhausting. But when I am in the studio it makes everything else i do so much better, even the way I socialize. I just get a nice case of the happies more often. I'm not a particularly hateful person, but i have felt at times that this is annoying. Sometimes I have really just wanted to hate people that werent necessarily good for me just so that I could get away from icky situations.
on occasion though people have gotten "the best" of me. Sometimes it can be kinda of a release to just hate something. hypothetically: lets say a boyfriend and a best friend were doing it behind ones back. I'm totally not against destroying something valuable of either one of theirs. From there i would just let judge Judy handle it. in reality if my best friend Dan were making out withe my boyfriend I would mostly feel really stupid for not being able to tell that either of them were gay. People can go too far though. I have been a witness to this. Being manipulative and hurting people for your own personal gain is a true character marker of someone who should be avoided. I like to believe that people can change but when I see people expressing that kind of behavior I would rather not witness their transformation into real human beings.
It is good to be smart with ones heart. I have had some friendships that weren't all that beneficial to me; which have taught me to be a stronger person. I really value people and their company and I also like to think I am valued. It is important to realize that people grow at different rates and friendships will change over time. heart and soul should be put into everything, life is too fleeting to be half-assed.
Unless, you're a serial killer and you love killing. you probably should just turn yourself into the cops in that case. I just don't think killing innocent people really helps anyone. Unless you kill rapists or people that don't like me (fuck them, umm, i mean, i love them).
damn I digressed A LOT.
i guess that means INS AND OUTS:
IN: putting love into life
OUT: hating, seriously it just makes you feel angry, frown lines, not cute!
stop drinking that hatorade and get yourself a nice bottle of love potion number nine
Saturday, August 22, 2009
:slow motion
all i can think about is the impending new semester. I will be glad to be away from the T.V. and with my other form of entertainment......... PEOPLE watching. why? i dont really know. I saw a girl look at her reflection once, blow herself a kiss and then catch it. THis is usually a sport I play amongst friends.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
:)
my little brother is in town from dallas. my dad is always teasing him, pumping up this bike was a fiasco. as soon as my dad said "pump faster, it's not getting hard" we couldn't stop laughing. This will be a nice way to end a challenging summer. Always a light at the end of the tunnel.
ins and outs:
out: the little black dress.
in: the little gay dress.Thanks to the cover of "the avocate" which read 'gay is the new black?' since i don't want to piss of the gay mafia, i put my little black dress back in the closet and took my little gay one out.
ins and outs:
out: the little black dress.
in: the little gay dress.Thanks to the cover of "the avocate" which read 'gay is the new black?' since i don't want to piss of the gay mafia, i put my little black dress back in the closet and took my little gay one out.
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