fuck

allergies.

im gonna go buy pills. nice subtle antihistamines. maybe i will go old school with some bennies or new school with zyrzies or claries. hotness i feel my sickness melting away already and my sould is breathing a sigh of relief as I pass out in exhaustion. sleep you allergic baby. WHY DO YOU TAUNT ME WITH NO CHOICES. and to the doctor who told me i should change my lifestyle. NEVER. I will never stop not for me and not for you. DAMN IT.

although im pretty sure he thought i was a drug addict. infuriating.

ON A MORE POSITIVE NOTE. middle C?
I uh. i UH I UH HAVE A HOME> I am with home. i live in the bushwick. thats right williamsburgs younger fatter cousin. but hey, willie and I still hang sometimes. you know when it dark outside and he has been drinking. and the free wifi at startbucks has gone to my head because i forgot to hit up the dollar store to get modelling clay.
tomorrow at noon.
I have a job you whore.
NEVER WILL I GIVE UP MY FREEDOM.
GET OUT OF MY BED.
you were not invited. although for a small fee you can contribute to my freedom. and people please listen..................contribution..............contribute...........contraband........contraception.

if you listened to all of that. you must have been reading out loud.