THE INCESANT DANGLE

What is the point at which one stop verging on the edge and makes that big leap.

Where does all the work go?

HOW DID I GET HERE??????????????????????

seriously though, i feel like a busy stagnant fuck. obviously something has to change or I could end up here in this eternal loophole forever. AHHH

Since when do I have time never, energy at this point is store bought and why on earth did I eat so much today and I am still not full. I know what you're thinking...... MAD PREGNANT. I'm just gonna throw this out there, THAT is impossible. Frankly, anything is possible, anything but that at least.
I need to make More lists and work more harder (BAD GRAMMAR)..............

Also I need to well stop complaining so much> WHY DID I DO THIS TO MYSELF>

maybe it's the sudden lack of stability that has got me all in a fuss. I more so like going from one rock to a bigger more stable one and well I thought thats what I was doing because that's what I was told, but now im not so sure.
It is okay to not be sure but well in another way there is some discomfort in not knowing what is going to happen next. I find myself treading lighlty when I should be making strides.

I am too much of the nervous type i need to grow a metaphor, the metaphor that I need to grow is balls. But i am sorta ballsy. Oh my, hell on fire, razor blades in my mout,h blood in my heart pulsating with maddness, what is a 'poor girl' to do?

FIGURE THINGS OUT BECA YOU DONT HAVE ALL DAY!

I wonder if anyone ever reads this, and if anyone ever gets enjoyment out os all of the questions I ask myself everyday. i'm too vague I am sure things get boring once the vagueness sets in.

There is so much to do I just really hope I am spending my time THAT I WILL NOT GET BACK on the right things. I need to always make sure everyday that I am spending my time wisely. there is no excuse for wasting the limited time I have.

blah blah blah bye