Forever

So pearl paint closed. I went yesterday to pick up some copper for this project I'm working on, I was just there last week, and I had started going regularly to use my hard earned money on yummy yummy art supplies. I come up at 3:30 and it's fucking closed, pretty awful seeing as I just thought that pearl would be there until my accidental death at 63 from crossing the street the wrong way. Haha I'm all upset about it. Fuuuuckkkkkkk so much history with pearl. I mean personally I have a jarring anecdote that involves black pearl gesso and loss of innocence.....random, I know. I gotta go to ultrect today, I don't even know if they'll have what I need. I'm so bent about this, that place was so old and comforting it felt so good to buy there overpriced goods. Also maybe if I knew they were closing I would've shop lifted. Guilt free, probably not, but it's nice to think maybe I could've committed a crime or two. Rest in peace pearl, you old woman name.

Xoxo

          Beca

Craig said

"Be careful who you give your heart to" 

And then 

And then 

I again 

Had someone

  

In my corner and I knew they were thinking the exact same thing as me at the same time and it sort if sucked.

Friends are cool like that though.